You are a super woman! Reach for the skies and hold on to those stars meant for you.

I loathe my job, I loathe the people that are around me, I loathe the people at my office but most of all I hate the people that scrutinize me for my social and self being! I understand crab mentality but power tripping isn’t an admirable fact when it comes to the word, “professionalism”.
You see, I have this boss who thinks he’s so-so, this and that, perfect and better than anyone in any angle, sometimes you’d just want to yell out, “ENOUGH ALREADY! WE GET IT” but most of the time he’s just an a-hole.
Ok my job as an outsourced graphic designer is mainly to execute ads according to instructions given. If there is definitely something wrong with the execution of the ad, I most certainly hold defense to the whole case scenario because it’s my concept and design that I’ve inputted and if the bosses don’t like it, what can i say? The client has every right I guess to hate it.
One thing however I don’t get is why these american fuckers [sorry for the term] will praise us with all our hard work and all of a sudden just pull the plug and say, “You’ve been doing real bad work and I doubt we’d want to work with AE anymore” It’s like WTTF[what the flying fuck] is that?
First issue was about the color toning, basically, the color setting in photoshop is dealt with various color content depending on the print of the output, the ad. All this while since Mid-July, we have been using the same goddamn color setting as the other teams in the company and then just 2 weeks ago they said that their color setting is different from theirs. Ok so that one was cleared out, we changed our color setting then.
Second Issue was about the spellings, ok this in our part would be our fault and we do take the fall for that
Third Issue would be the amount of time we’d spend working on one ad. Well, in my part, I do take a bit longer than usual because I like making what I do look good. But it’ss fucking unfair when they would blame me for something that isn’t in my hands? Last saturday I was working on an ad, basically I took longer than usual, why? because the mac’s here at the office don’t know how to cooperate with us people. I can’t help it if all 3 macs crashed and I was doing the ad for almost 3 1/2 hours!! I changed components 3 fucking times!!! Can’t you get it?! It’s no my fault if this stupid company can’t afford better fucking computers!! It’s not my fault if this fucking company can’t afford a better internet connection!
Fuckin’ basterds!! Everyone is pointing the goddamn finger on me basically of the wrong spelling, “propbably” instead of “probably”, I was in a fuckin’ hurry because of the damn deadline!! I hate this shit, everything is falling down on me and I can’t take this pressure!! I’m not used to pressure this bad! Plus my teamleader is all up my ass about my work, Fuck you bitch, who the hell are you to diss me about my work! You get your vocabulary right and i'll work on mine fucker!! I hate this shit!! I hate it all!!! Goddamn!!!