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"Sometimes love is so unfair; the more you sacrifice themore you get hurt and when you feel like you've given your bestit just doesn't seem enough 'yil there comes a time when you have no choice but to give up..."

I know I haven’t updated my status and being for the past god knows how many weeks!!!! What changes took place?

• I got a new do
• Made new friends
• Got crazy
• Got busy with my plates and the fashion show
• A new hotness around the block

Okay, right after class started I got myself down and dirty with my plates, first there was the fashion show that I was totally crazy about!!! The trial of finding a tailor to get my design done turned out a success. Well, I for one did find one and to ace it for ya he is the chairman of the fashion association of the Philippines; Lito Perez designer/owner of Camp Suki for only 2000 pesos, considering the hands on tailoring they’ve done for various fashion shows and costumes that they tailored for certain events. Anyways I’m getting pretty blabby, what else new happened? The new do; I got the “bang” thing goin’ on. [hahahaha]

 
I hanged out, boozed and smoked here and there. Just to say this, I think I’m giving up on smoking for awhile, not just because it’s bad for my health but the fact that I can’t stand it anymore. Pressure has been driving me wild and I just don’t know if I can handle it. I got a campaign going’ on in 2 weeks time, a reporting in a few days and I hardly even have anything started on.

 Alright about the “hotness” he’s a guy that you would never predict! Well there are the occasional caring, loving and sweet ones of course!! But how about the sensitive ones and when I talk about sensitive, I mean this guy cries; I know major turn off but the fact remains that he cries because he loves that person so much he is willing to sacrifice anything for her! Where the hell can you find a guy like that? Plus he definitely knows how to keep a girl satisfied! Now what seems to be my problem? Well it just seems too real to believe that there are guys like him [the ones I read in books; Vince’s life] that actually exist! Getting a reaction out of him is impossible! He just doesn’t want to get angry at me for I don’t know what reason! Well I for one know it’s weird! Me wanting a reaction [you know an angry burst perhaps to know if he’s affected] is kinda stupid, but you can’t blame a girl for being [stupidly; is there such a word?] curious.

 Well anyways about my adprac, updates people!! CSB-SDA is so freakin lucky!! They are so freakin’ pampered L unfair!! Well it’s fair for them since they’re paying a huge chunk of cash to the school, 3 friggin’ times a year! Well gotta hand it to you, these are rich kids we are dealing with! Anyways not that I have anything against CSB students, it’s just your so damn lucky!! I envy you guys’ coz everything is laid out in front of you and the school is practically lending, no actually giving their hand in helping you know every single nook and cranny of the certain course you’re studying!  [This paragraph is a positive view, although it may sound negative in a way; peace]

 

The fashion show is up in less than 2 weeks!!! Yikes scawy!!! The Automall fashion show went well last night and I quote from edz, “it turned out so well!” but the after party wasn’t a party at all!!! They didn’t serve any food and people were like going to Tiendesita’s to have their empty stomachs filled, talk about grumblings tummies!! [hahahaha] well after the automall show, Tina and I had dinner at Tiendesita’s that this food stall/restaurant serving thingy, well since we were craving for the “laing” we had that, now here comes the grose part! Half way through satisfying my hungry craving I find a long and curly strand of hair with its root still intact! [EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW and fuckin’ grose I know]  It was so disgusting I practically lost my appetite! Well after the “losing my appetite” part, we went to Metrowalk and boozed till 2:30am, since the night is still young we thought we’d try out Eastwood only to find that there’s this prom party thingy goin’ on [hahahaha]and Blue Onion was packed and when I say “packed” I mean “canned sardines”[described by kat]. Well we actually ended spending the rest of the night/morning at Starbucks till 4 in the morning. [hahahaha] boring I know but hey! We needed a new contrasting gimmick aside from booze and loud music, I think. [hahaha]

 

Well for the next following weeks I’m gonna be busy [actually when was I not busy?] with the fashion show and everything. OH GOD PLEASE DO SOMETHING.