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i love the feeling of being carefree about life, but to understand that in my situation, this "carefree" attitude of mine cannot happen at all.

1. As an advertising arts major, I’m always piled with plates and schoolwork
2. As an advertising arts major, I’m always piled with plates and schoolwork
3. As an advertising arts major, I’m always piled with plates and schoolwork

And so on and so forth…….

I find that women that can balance their love life and schoolwork plus have or at least an make time for themselves like pampering and all that stuff!!! Waaaoooowww…..i bow down to y’all!!!

 
Latest movie I watched:

DREAMGIRLS!!!!! Oofff Jennifer Hudson was so good!! Snaps for dreams girls[Natalie snapping her fingers] I really liked the musical/movie very nice, it made me want to sing in my oh so not beautiful voice[hey you can’t blame the girl for trying to be a wannabe beyonce] hehehe. I especially loved the costumes thy got to wear, absolutely gorgeous.

 
A lot of things have been happening to me lately, especially during the whole month of February with Bernard’s family, i had dinner with them, not to mention attended his tita’s husband’ birthday, met his gorgeous nieces and cousins as well oh let me add, his adorable nephew, lance. I like Maxine; she’s so cute and funny!!! I remember she made a cut-out heart for me last Chinese New Year, during dinner. Nike is also nice, his cousin, with a very witty attitude I might add. I met his friends a couple of weeks ago, at blue onion with Tina and reinier oh man we were all getting raunchy on the dance floor. Sheesh!!! Hahahaha pictures of us we’re totally scandalous. Oh may I mention Mr. Mogu? A yellow miniature of Bernard! Hahaha so super duper cute and not to mention, totally cuddly!!!

 
Well since a couple of my friends has met Bernard and aware that I do have a bf, I’m quite comfortable with the fact that they accept him as the guy for me. I mean let me quote someone, “lola if you are happy with him, why not? You deserve to be happy naman noh!!” and another one, “nathz I personally think he doesn’t match you at all, but if he makes you happy and I can totally see that you’re inlove with him, then go for it. Why care about what others think? Would you let others get in the way of your happiness?” sigh, can this possibly be happening? I’m so inlove, I’m so comfortable with my life, I’m so glad that I once again feel special again, I’m also so happy that there is someone out there who cares a hell of a lot about me and when I say a lot about me, I mean a lot.

 
Meeting his relatives was scary!!! I totally swear!!! I’m starting to develop the “strokes”, and whenever these so-called “strokes” take place I become totally silent and immovable. I don’t know why, but I become so silent and totally pin-drop quiet. Last time I had dinner with his relatives was last Sunday, at this Chinese seafood resto at Greenhill’s, I couldn’t speak that much. I was so scared that they might think oddly of me if I spoke, especially with his aussie-speaking cousins, my brit accent might jolt off, and I wouldn’t be able to calm it down. Well they were really nice and as Bernard would call them, “baby don't get scared they're just kengkoy”. Hahaha I’d swap relatives with him any day. My family is so obnoxious and serious that they hardly even know what fun means.

 
Adprac was irritating because I failed to submit to my deadline. I can’t believe I’m stuck with assholes that don’t even are about grades at all. I know I’m being mean pero goodness good gracious, please be scared naman, these are grades that we are talking about, not Frisbees that you can throw around oooffff.

I can’t wait till summer starts, I’m so ready to go shopping and buy stuff with Tina of course, enjoy and make the best out of it, in all aspects. I also can’t wait to spend more of my time with Bernard; I’m going to make the best out of this relationship. I won’t and will not allow it to end up like my other cracked relationships.  Talking about spending time, I want to slim down and fit into a size 4, yes that’s right, a size 7 going to be a size 4, I’m so going to make it happen, with all my determination and wit put together. I wanna go to the beach, get a tan, swim like hell, go on an outing, find new style, learning how to stitch, shop for shoes, clothes and accessories put together, finish a painting, join a competition, get a job, earn and buy an Ipod myself out of my own cash [yes that’s right no more asking from mommy and daddy], organize an event, design a whole collection myself, go on an outing and experience an adventure, walking around Ilocos or bora maybe, visit museums and meet artists, please last but not the least let us not forget PARTY, PARTY, PARTY!!!!!!! Tina we better get our party clothes ready and them lashes bought, coz summer is gonna be one hell of a festival!!!!

 
[nathz waking up to reality of plates]  shheesshhh all of this’ll happen in a couple of weeks but for now better get back to doing plates.