You are a super woman! Reach for the skies and hold on to those stars meant for you.

OKIE...I have actually stayed up since tuesday till now and haven't slept a wink yet!! well for a couple of minutes perhaps but thats not the point anyway the point is i have this problem that im going through and i just don't know how to wiggle my way through it, people are going to get hurt and i don't want that to happen..I'm a touchy feely sorta person and i just don't know what to do if ever THAT thing might happen.

All i know is that i wish things were back the way they used to be, when we were all happy and gay, laughing out loud, getting crazed up...but that kinda thing is not happening in any other way i guess uhm why?! well lets just say that there are some peepz out there that have their flaws and differences that wouldn't concur throughout, i mean they just won't agree at all. Obviously it'll blow-up all in place which would cause misunderstandings.

well i messed up my PD plate, i started a debate with dom, jopay and the other half of the class..getting high and hyper doesn't help when u wanna laugh your troubles away let me tell you that. Anyhow my shoots for my photo plate turned out alright and exactly how i wantd it to be, well not exactly, it would've looked even better if there was a liquid substitute in the wine glass thats all...anyhow, now that that's done, i got other things to worry about aside from that plate of mine.

i fought with rick and what an ass i swear the guy is like forever mean, well he does care, i can't believe i actually found him a bit attractive ewwwww..., but he's just so insensitive, kinda hope that i can get a guy that can understand me and make me feel secure HOPEFULLY, i could find that someone out there somehow. Our monthesary, me and vince, is supposedly tomorrow, sigh "love" a beautiful word to describe that blissful feeling but an agonizing thought when left distraught...I have to admit i haven't gotten over him, well maybe a little but if there was ever a chance of me and him ever getting back together again i would grab that oppurtunity and make the best out of it, but then again i don't think that might happen at all..sighh..dream on girlfriend that's life and as they say in french "c'est la vie" life goes on...

i gotta get some shut eye..