You are a super woman! Reach for the skies and hold on to those stars meant for you.

A woman once said, "LIFE loves to be taken by the lapel and told, I'm with you kid, lets go!" -Maya Angelou, author

After a hard 3 days total "ngarag" work from the glamlab "admark" competition, sobrang nabaliw lang ako because we've had our share of ups and lows but aside from that, I have learnt a lot from the competition. Quite a lesson learnt as they say. I can't believe Christmas is a few days away and i still can't feel the excitement in the air. I have no idea why? I mean, is it the fact that my parents are away or is it something else? I rekindled an old friendship, made ends with an old enemy, forgave someone and yet through all that I can’t seem to feel the Christmas spirit at all.

 
I wonder? How come when a person flirts with you, there is that intonation that “maybe” there is a chance that he/she likes you. I can’t seem to get it through my thick skull why “BULLCRAP” happens. Seriously. No kidding. Okay whatever crap I’m saying right now should be put to mind by anyone reading, why? Because I’m so caught up in my woeful life of wondering and finding answers for dumb questions of whatever pops up in my mind.

 Well, my Christmas break for one is going to be spent at my aunt’s place, hopefully I can get to work on my other plates there as well. HOPEFULLY.

 
Si seulement je pouvais etre lui c’est le noel mais il ne savois pas lui aimer. Pourquoi?! C’est affreux. Je voudrais savoir tomber amoreux avec lui. Pouquoi c'est difficile? S’il vous plait!!! Monsieur agréable!! Est-ce que tu m’aime? S’il vous plait tu as raconter moi maintenant!!! Mais que est-ce que j’aime connait lui? j’espère que non. Je baisse pour lui, je ne peux pas m’en empêcher.

 Okay if anyone can translate that, congrats you definitely know what’s goin’ on in my very sad life. Hahaha.

Anyways “paskuhan” is tomorrow and I don’t feel like celebrating coz the stress and burden is still on my shoulders. It’s so heavy. Then again I hope I get to run into Mr. Nice guy tomorrow, hehe, he still owes me coffee. Sigh. I’m pooped. Presentation tomorrow with dean and Ma’am Que, hope everything turns out alright, hopefully.

 

 

Guess who called me up, MICO!! Well as nice as he seems, he asked if it was okie for him to court me. Ahem, i was shocked and surprised. Is this guy crazy?! I s he drunk or insane? I was like really, you want to do that? I'm like a baliw and crazy person, plus i'm not pretty enough for him. He was like he doesn't mind the looks at all, and he was like i really would like to court you. Obviously my answer is, "bahala ka, it's upto you if you want to, basta for me i will continue with my daily routine, ikaw nlng ang bahala dumiskarte and we'll see from there..basta don't rush me nalang kasi i'm not yet that "OVER" over my ex, plus i don't want to be unfair to you, just don't expect a lot from me" Omigod i can't believe i even told him that. I just don't want to be rude to him. I just got out of a relationship and here's another one pulling me into it again.

He's nice, but i don't think i'm ready for another heartbreak, he's just like vince and reminds me alot of him, not to mention his LAID BACK attitude. Hmmm...let's just say i'm waiting for that certain someone that can make me feel special again. I can't say that i like mico, but i find him nice and sweet. I'm not into him, i just find him OK but i don't think he is the right one for me though.

He was like give me a chance and i can prove it to you....i don't want him to expect that i'm falling for him at all. I just don't want him to think that way of me, that's it. I want him to know me and like me for me, not for something else like the previous jerk that left me distraught and bitter.