You are a super woman! Reach for the skies and hold on to those stars meant for you.

It’s Red Flag day for me. Amen to that. Ever since I started having sex all over again, duhhh new relationship right and no more FUBUs’, I was 3 days late but what the hell, I’m not bloating anymore. Thoughts have been driving through my head last week like, “What if I’m going to be a mommy?” or “What shit is gonna happen to me?
I wouldn’t know what to do if I got pregnant. I would ram my head through the wall if I do. I resent being a mom, the idea of it gives me that endless pit in my stomach and that rock hard ache in my throat that I can’t seem to swallow.
I can’t imagine myself a mother, I would be a terrible mom for that matter. I know some women are just born with that motherly desire and whatnot but hello?! FYI. Does anyone have any idea of what a devil child I was back then? I’m still that Satan child now but what the hell people love me for being crazy eh? My mom can testify to that, I can just imagine my daughter or son cursing me in their thoughts and imagining my death through and through.
Anyhow, I had a phone interview with a white guy and Indian dude from Integreon and boy did I wanna laugh hard. The Indian guy asked me if I were asked to layout a logo and felt lazy to trace it in illustrator what would I do if the client asked me to do it in word?
I was like, “I doubt there would be anyway of making a logo in word for that matter, but I wouldn't slack off work though. I’d still have the drive to trace it because it’s a job order per ce.”
The white guy said, “no we were referring to, for example if you were too lazy to trace a logo would you look for it in the website?”
and there I totally understood the Indian guys’ question, I wanted to tell that Indian guy, "dude man, I grew up around your people, why ask a different question when you mean something else? my Indian friends don't ask questions that way!"
I didn't say that, of course, I said, “Oh, so that’s what you meant, hahaha. Anyhow, what I would do is that I’d go to a site that has a vault of high-resolution logos, download it and open it in illustrator. After that I’d take out the ones not needed for the logo itself and give it to the client. That’s what I would do.”
Then that’s how the whole interview took place. I had fun actually, I gave them a lot of perky Natalie if I could say so myself. I hope I get considered; I’d love to work for them. It’d boost up my resume, working for a multi-million dollar account. I mean even if the pay is low, I wouldn’t mind at all. It’s the reference I’m after.